‘Why’ is such an easy, impromptu question,
that arises ever so frequently in Life. And it invariably comes when things don’t
go per your plans or when Life socks you in the eye, catching you unawares,
numbing you, shocking you! Often, when the Why question goes unanswered__as all
questions posed to Life will__you follow it up with an anguished cry of ‘Why
Me?’. You are perfectly justified in asking either question. Because you
deserve an answer to what’s going on in your
Life. Perfectly logical expectation. But Life never operates on a logic that
you__or I__can or will ever understand. So, ‘Why?’ or ‘Why Me?’ then become the
most futile questions ever in Life.
Where does such insensitivity from Life leave
you? What should one, who is beaten by Life, then do? Simply, suffer in
silence?
The Buddha recommends we try an intelligent
solution. He has said this so beautifully. He said that suffering is optional,
even while pain is inevitable. His wisdom pointed to an irrefutable truism in
Life __ that as long as you are alive, you will encounter pain. But to suffer
on account of that pain, is optional. Suffering comes only
when we pose questions to Life and resist a situation we find ourselves in.
When people misunderstand you, you feel
pained. But you suffer only when you insist that they understand you or when
you resist them misunderstanding you. When someone you know dies, there will be
pain. But suffering comes when you insist that death should not have happened
and when you want that person back, alive, again. When someone cheats you,
deserts you, stabs you in the back, there will be pain, but suffering arrives only
in the moment you wished that what has happened had not happened. Or when you lose
your job or money in your business, there will be pain. But it becomes
suffering when you wish you had not lost either. All your
suffering comes from wishing pain away.
Osho
used to tell the story of the great Japanese Haiku poet Issa. When he was only 30 Issa
had already lost his five children. Then his wife died and he was almost
completely mad — in anguish, in suffering. He went to a Zen Master.
The Zen
Master asked, “What is the problem?”
Issa said,
“My five children are dead and now my wife is dead. Why is there so much
suffering? I can’t see the reason for it. What is the explanation? I have not
done anything wrong to anybody, I have lived as innocently as possible. In fact
I have lived very much aloof. I’m not very related to people — I’m a poet, I
live in my own world. I have not done anything wrong to anybody. I have lived a
very poor life, but I was happy. Now suddenly my five children are gone, my
wife is also gone — why is there so much suffering, and for no reason? There
must be an explanation.”
The Zen
Master said, “Life is just like a dew drop in the morning. It is the nature of Life
that death happens. There is no explanation; it is the nature of Life. There is
no need for any special reason to be given. Life’s nature is like a dew drop:
it hangs for a while on a leaf of grass; a small breeze and it is gone; the sun
rises and it evaporates. That is the nature of Life. Remember that.”
Issa was a
man of great intelligence. He understood it. He came back and he wrote a Haiku.
His Haiku read:
Life, a dew
drop?
Yes, I
understand.
Life is a
dew drop. Yet… and yet….
Osho, analyzing the Haiku, said the dew drop
metaphor explained the transient nature of Life. But the ‘yet and yet’ usage by
Issa pointed to the way we humans forget this impermanent quality of Life and
how we allow ourselves to be overcome by grief when what we are attached to gets
snatched away from us. Indeed. Our attachments bring us grief and that leads to
our suffering. But, those like Issa who have been felled by Life’s blow, who
have suffered, have always awakened to and understood Life’s transient nature.
They have understood that Life is but a dew drop. Here now. And gone in a
moment!
So, when you encounter pain remember Issa’s
story. Don’t ask Why anymore. Simply accept Life knowing that which is, is. Instead
TRY to live with your pain. Initially,
your effort may seem in vain. Because pain and you are strange bedfellows. But
such is also the nature of Life that, that which you embrace, you befriend,
stays with you peacefully. So, over time, with some trial and error, you will learn
to accept your pain, your circumstance and learn not to suffer. You will then
know that pain, when accepted, does not cause suffering, but, in fact, leads to
you to peace!
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