‘The Happiness Road’ is a weekly Series on this Blog that
appears on Sundays where I share my conversations with people while exploring
their idea of happiness!
This Sunday, I am pleased to introduce to you Malathi Holla –
international para athlete, Life enthusiast and perhaps the most resilient
person on the planet!
When Vaani and I finish meeting with
Malathi Holla, the following lines from Balu Mahendra’s Sadma (1983, sung by Suresh Wadkar; picturized on Kamal Hassan and
Sri Devi – listen to original song here)
hum in my head:
Aye
Zindagi Gale Laga Le…
Aye
Zindagi Gale Laga Le…
Humne
Bhi, Tere Har Ek Gham Ko, Gale Se Lagaya Hai, Hai Na?
Translated, these lines mean:
Hey
Life, embrace me!
Haven’t
I embraced all the pain that you have sent my way?
At 57, Malathi Holla epitomizes the spirit of
Gulzar’s unputdownable lyrics and her Life itself, despite all the upheavals
she has seen, is beautiful, harmonious and soulful – quite like the maestro
Ilayaraja’s music for this song is, making his Bollywood debut memorable!
Malathi was afflicted with polio when she was 14
months old. Additionally, she has a condition called contracture –where the
nerves in her body get bunched up in a ball and have to be unknotted
surgically. The effect of contracture, especially in the pelvic region, is very
painful – the whole body curves up, like an arch, with the legs getting bent
backward and the back moving forward. She has had 33 surgeries in all so far but
she hardly displays any angst or bitterness. On the other hand, she oozes
positivity and radiates happiness. This, despite the fact that she has had a
forgettable childhood – her own mother, not knowing how to cope with the rigor
of raising a special child, treated Malathi like an outsider. But Malathi
ploughed on, burying her grief and choosing to be without resentment or malice.
She trained, on her own steam, to become a champion athlete representing India
in various international sporting events including the Paralympics – in 100 metres
and 200 metres wheelchair racing and in discus, shot put and javelin throws –
and winning 421 medals in all; 389 golds, 27 silvers and 5 bronzes! She was a
senior manager with Syndicate Bank until recently and currently runs the Mathru
Foundation, an NGO, that supports 13 children with special needs to get basic
education and take up mainstream careers. In 2009 a biography of Malathi – A Different Spirit, written by
Dr.Anantha Krishnan – was released.
I ask Malathi how is she able to stay anchored,
positive and so outrageously happy – despite all that she is still going
through?
“I simply enjoy the pain, AVIS. This is my idea of
happiness.” – that’s Malathi’s short answer. But I press on. And she gives me
this long answer: “I can’t walk. I have been confined to a wheelchair. I have a
perpetual physically painful condition. I have not experienced parental love.
Now what can I do about all these things – there is physical pain and there is emotional
pain? Can I get rid of the pain by going on grieving about it? So I simply
accept my Life for what it is. Pain is painful when you see it as pain. I keep
reminding myself that I can at least feel the pain. There are so many people
out there, who are in conditions that are far worse than mine. They can’t even
feel the pain. That’s why I count my blessings and enjoy my pain. I see my pain
as the source of my happiness; it is a sign that I am alive. So I am happy!”
But isn’t she tired of pushing her way through Life?
She has had to fight for everything – apart from competing in sports, she has
had to fight the Indian government’s myopic view that sportspeople with special
needs don’t need to get mainstream recognition. It took her 18 years, but she
eventually convinced the government and was awarded the Arjuna award in 1996.
She was also awarded the Padma Sri in 2001. So, at her age, isn’t she wondering
how she will cope with the future? Malathi is nonplussed: “I am not one who
ever thinks of the future. I want to live in the moment. And I live in the moment.”
She tells us that anyone can be resilient. It is
not a capability that only a chosen few can acquire. It is in you. You are
resilient the moment you choose not be a slave of the circumstances. If you can
be unmoved by what is happening to you, you can be strong in any situation. “Every
problem has a solution. There are no problems without solutions. There is a way
– you must look for it, that’s all. And in situations when I can’t find a
solution, I simply accept whatever is the situation, condition or problem. This
way I am perennially peaceful with myself and my world,” she explains.
She then makes a phenomenal point: “You must ensure
that you don’t mix up your situation with your idea of who you are. I am not my
physical condition. I have a post polio residual paralysis condition, that’s it. When you see your Life
this way, you will realize that we are all legends. Each of us has the right
and the opportunity to be a legend – provided we are willing to walk on the
path of acceptance, letting go and keeping faith in the larger cosmic design. I
know this – I am the legend of happiness.”
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Malathi Holla Photo by Vaani Anand |
Vaani and I met Malathi at the Taj Vivanta coffee
shop in Bangalore – we chose that venue because it was wheelchair friendly.
When we finished, we were keen to know how we could help Malathi get back home.
That’s when we saw a live expression of her ‘different spirit’. Her eyes lit up
even as she politely turned down our offer to drop her back: “Come with me. Let
me show you how I get around this city.” She wheeled herself down the ramp in
the hotel’s porch. And proceeded to her car – a specially designed Maruti Zen.
She opened the car’s door and before we knew it, she had hoisted herself on to
the driver’s seat and worn the seat belt. She flicked open the boot and request
the hotel staff to put her wheelchair back in there. She beamed her million-watt smile at us, gestured a ‘thumbs up’ and,
before driving away, said, “Send me the pictures on WhatsApp! What a beautiful
technology isn’t it? What a beautiful world we live in, what a beautiful Life
this is. We are all blessed, aren’t we?”
As I
finish writing this piece, that number from Sadma
is still humming in my head. Malathi’s is indeed
a different spirit – a spirit that we must all invite into our lives; to guide
us too, to being happy despite our circumstances!
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