‘The Happiness Road’ is a weekly Series on this Blog that
appears on Sundays where I share my conversations with people while exploring
their idea of happiness!
This Sunday I feature Neerja Malik, 60, who conquered cancer
twice over using the only ‘weapon’ she has – ‘Happiness’!!!
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When you finish meeting
Neerja Malik, you feel like you have just stepped off a trampoline – you are
left feeling so buoyant in spirit, so bouncy in your tracks and feeling so
high, well, from laughing! You feel you have met a Bhangra dancer, a Sumo
wrestler, a stand-up comic and a six-year-old – all rolled into one, all at
once – that’s so much energy her mere presence injects in you; it has to be
experienced to be believed!
We met Neerja for the
first time at the InKo Centre in Chennai in August last year when she attended
an event – Heart of Matter-Happiness Conversations – that Vaani and I had
curated. Later, we were also at the launch of her book ‘I Inspire’ (co-written with Megha Bajaj, Jaico 2015) at the
Odyssey bookstore. Both times, Neerja personified an uncommon joie de vivre. Here was someone who had seen
so many storms in her Life: broken bones, multiple miscarriages, a still-born
baby after yet another prolonged conception process and two episodes of breast
cancer within six years of each other! Anyone else may have well crumbled. But
Neerja is, we reckoned, and most people who know her will agree, different! She’s not different because she
is a fighter and she’s not different either because has had the strength, the
resilience, to endure her storms. She’s different because she’s happy facing her Life, no matter what
comes her way!
As soon as she settled
down to chat with us at Chamiers Café, she exclaimed: “You know the best thing
about having chemo(therapy)? No parlor visits – aha! Because no hair, you see! That’s happiness to me!”
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Photo Courtesy: Neerja Malik |
Neerja believes that the
key to being happy in Life is in the way you look at it. If you keep thinking
of it as a war where you have to soldier on, you will end up, at some point,
feeling battle-weary. She encourages us to, instead, see Life the way her dad,
who worked for the Indian Navy, has taught her to: “On the day I was leaving
for my first chemo session, he saw me off, blessing me by touching my head, at
the door. He said, ‘Beta, don’t fight Life. You can never win that fight. Instead, face it.’
I took that advice to heart. Any situation, I have realized, when I look it in
the eye, it doesn’t scare me anymore!”
Cancer, Neerja
says, has to be faced, not feared. And facing cancer has to be treated as ‘work’. “See, as long as you are
alive, you will have problems of one kind or the other. If you keep fearing
your problems, you will never be able to live fully. So whatever you are faced
with – just go to work on it. In my case it was cancer. It was something that
had to be treated. And the process of treatment had to be undergone – even if
it meant dealing with pain, chemo, hair-loss and uncertainty!” she explains.
It’s been 17 years since
Neerja started counseling people to face cancer. And she feels she is doing ‘God’s
work’: “Everything is so beautifully arranged in my Life,” she says, adding, “I
can’t but connect the dots backward. Each experience that I have been through
has culminated in me being who I am today. My greatest joy is in being able to touch another Life and
to inspire people to never give up.” Neerja tells us the story of a
young lady, diagnosed with cancer, who came to her for counselling. The lady
had just got married and one of the fallouts of her ailment, she feared, was
that she would never be able to conceive. Neerja taught the lady the art of
staying strong and, over time, the lady was cured through medical intervention and
she moved on. Recently the lady called Neerja to say that she had just
delivered her third child. “To me, that moment was ‘happiness’ – the fact that
I had been useful to someone! I just looked up at the sky and thanked God,” says
Neerja.
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Photo Courtesy: Neerja Malik |
“Har Waqt Shukran”: “Be Grateful Each
Moment” – this is Neerja’s mantra. She
vows that gratitude is the password to happiness. “Count your blessings yaar, instead of looking only at the
problems,” she exhorts! She says she’s grateful to God for the way her Life has
been so far – she celebrates that she was created a ‘tomboy, a Quick Gun Murugan’, that she’s always
retained the ability to be gregarious, that she studied social work in college,
that she has such a supportive family, that she is married to Mandeep, her
husband of 37 years, that she has beautiful twins – Shivani and Siddharth, even
that she has had cancer not once, but twice! Her perspective is both simple and
profound: “You have to accept Life for what it is. Acceptance is very, very
important. Then the jadoo – the magic
– will happen! See, with so much going for me, if I don’t not live it up, won’t
it be sinful? So, I don’t complain. I don’t lament. I take it as it comes. I
say, ‘Aan De! Jiyo Dilo Jaan Se! Ji Lo
Zindagi Dil Se!’”
Vaani asks her what’s the
one advice she has for people? She replies, “Never ask ‘Why?’ or ‘Why Me?’ Both questions are a waste of
your time and emotions. It’s you because you are the chosen one. I
believe that God is giving you some situation because you can handle it and
also because you must learn that God can solve any problem. Simply, if there is
a problem, a solution will emerge. So, I have learnt not to be ‘God-fearing’
but to be ‘God-loving’. I never ask ‘Why’ or ‘Why Me?’”
To me, the biggest
takeaway from Neerja’s story, and from meeting her, is her personal,
unputdownable, choice to be happy despite
the circumstances! Her parting line, as she hugs me and Vaani tight, sums up her
spirit and echoes in my ears even now: “Hameesha Khush Raho! Mein Khush! Ranga
Khush! Mogambo Khush! Sab Log Khush!” This is a variation of a Punjabi saying
and basically means “Always be happy! For it really, really, pays to be happy!”
A "meadow of delight you are dearest Neerja :)
ReplyDeleteMay the nourishment of the earth be yours,
May the clarity of light be yours,
May the fluency of the ocean be yours,
May the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow
Wind work these words
Of love around you,
An invisible cloak
To mind your life.
You are safe home.:)
This is a lovely post on Neerja Malik. Extremely well-written and totally sums up the lady from what I have gathered about her, from the book written by her, 'I Inspire' as well as my brief interaction with her on Facebook. She echoes so many of my personal sentiments, that I feel we are like soul-sisters. Though I have still not met her personally, we have connected really well, through our posts and I hope to meet her very soon, God willing. Thank you for this wonderful article. :)
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